how it was ?

Best Friend . hahahahahahahaha.
we're just best friend , hey ditta WAKE UP. what are you wishing for ? dia ngenggep lo temen . SEE THAT ??
best friend . that's it . *TITIK*
lo bukan siapa- siapa , bukan apa-apa. Lo sampah yang udah di buang , gak bisa di RECYCLE lagi .
hit the point !!
G U E M A U L O . why are things ending like this ?
kenapa sih ?
why did you act like a DUMB ? why did you act like an angel who never know what i've felt to you ?
don't you realize, it's hurt how i pretend like your BEST FRIEND . im not your best friend , im your BEST ADMIRER you've ever known .
yes, i am .

christmas eve

sepi mengajarkan kesabaran kemudian ketabahan dan menghasilkan kedewasaan .
sakit memberikan luka kemudian sesak dan menghasilkan sebuah penyesalan .
tapi kasih menunjukkan bagaimana penerimaan
kemudian keikhlasan dan menghasilkan keberanian untuk memaafkan .

happy christmas eve !
d i t t h

I LOVE ...

•  I love being christian
•  I love swimming
•  I love strawberry
•  I love fresh air in the morning
•  I love being loved
•  I love the smell of wet grass
•  I love rain, because nobody could see me cry under the rain falls
•  I love the feeling that i'm so important for someone
•  I love green
•  I love ice cream
•  I love chocolate
•  I love panda bear
•  I love a cute little puppy
•  I love collecting bandages
•  I love smile, laugh, sing
•  I love painting
•  I Love christmas
•  I love coffee
•  I love milk
•  I love sleep
•  I love cooking
•  I love playing with my friends
•  I love being Birthday girl
•  I love reading
•  I love keep dreaming
•  I love december
•  I love watching
•  I love the boy who called by 'ALDI' :)
•  I love 29

fall's meaning

if you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you're falling in love with.

you're falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession
with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You're falling in love with my immaturity , my constant need to
feel loved and appreciated.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes
and also dreams ,and how I am hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me ,you fall in love with my self-hate
and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever
love me .

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes and my heart
will smile when i'm with you , the way i'll text you in the mornings
just telling you that i hope you have a great day, the way i call you at
the middle of night just telling you the stories which make you have a tight sleep.

you're falling in love with the way i blush when people ask me
about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me. The
right girl who will always try to make you feel comfortable to stay , despite my thinking that
it is impossible :)

:)

This is what i called "MY MOVE ON"

Officially missing you

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh, baby tell me why'd you have to go? 'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape ,but I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way and today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you ,said every little thing you do
Hey baby say, stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around, two eyes full of tears from looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby ,now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
well i wish you were comi'n right now so that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby, safe to say
That I'm, I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby but I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me to the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go off you

can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say, stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially
It's official

You know that I'm missing you

And I'm officially missing you

i'm OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU :(

gonna go

Saat memulai sesuatu yang indah
terkadang kita memaksa untuk tidak berhenti
berusaha waktu untuk tidak pernah habis
karena kita menikmati
Tapi ada kalanya
kita juga memohon waktu jangan berhenti
padahal bukan bahagia yang di jalani
tapi penyiksaan terhadap batin
kekecewaan terhadap
WAJAH PALSU DARI KETULUSAN
kita menangis
berharap kalau- kalau waktu merasa iba
memberikan perpanjangan
walaupun bukan bahagia yang nanti menyapa
tapi BERIBU KEBOHONGAN menghampiri
kita terus berusaha
tepatnya aku
aku yang bertahan
berjuang dan berharap
BUKAN kalau-kalau kamu berniat kembali
BUKAN kalau- kalau kamu mengucap sayang
BUKAN kalau-kalau kamu rindu
entah apa yang aku tunggu
mungkin aku menunggu mu mati
atau menunggu mu tersakiti
atau mungkin berubah
AKU INGIN KAMU BERTEMAN DENGAN KESETIAAN
hanya itu
dengarkan ?
sekarang selamat tinggal
aku pergi
aku tak mau menikmati tersakiti lebih lanjut
untuk apa aku pamit ya
aku lupa kamu mudah kehilangan ingatan
karena belum tentu kamu masih ingat kamu pernah mengenalku kan ?