Dear MOM

Dear Mom ,
it's been a long time since our last meeting , How are you ? Is it everything still fine ?
Honestly, i miss you . I miss to talk with you . a LOT .
Are you still angry with me ? im sorry . I need to follow my own way now , i love you exactly can't be compare to other love that i've given to the others . But , i love him too :( it's hard to believe , but i'm stronger now because of him ,he treats me sooooo right . i can't imagine if you ask me to leave him now or then . trust me please , i've choosen my happiness . I won't dissapoint you , promise .
you know , i miss being at home . I can find any house to live but i miss "being at home' feelings .
Let me know that you're missing me too :(
i've asked the GOD about what should i do , but i've got nothing .
Am i guilty person ?
Don't being like this too long , it's hurt me so . :(

MY SECRET

And the truth is , i have a bad habit of comparing myself to the others.
There's always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes with their gorgeous branded things, a skinnier waist,
brighter eyes , and amazing hair .
I put myself down all the time. i can never be happy with the way i look at all.
i'm self-conscious and that's probably the number one thing "I WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT ME"

greeting

You, Yes YOU are. OVER REACTING.
You, DISGUSTING.
You, so ANNOYING.
You, SUCK JERK.
You, this is for you. ┌П┐[►_◄]┌П┐

With love,



Your hater

how it was ?

Best Friend . hahahahahahahaha.
we're just best friend , hey ditta WAKE UP. what are you wishing for ? dia ngenggep lo temen . SEE THAT ??
best friend . that's it . *TITIK*
lo bukan siapa- siapa , bukan apa-apa. Lo sampah yang udah di buang , gak bisa di RECYCLE lagi .
hit the point !!
G U E M A U L O . why are things ending like this ?
kenapa sih ?
why did you act like a DUMB ? why did you act like an angel who never know what i've felt to you ?
don't you realize, it's hurt how i pretend like your BEST FRIEND . im not your best friend , im your BEST ADMIRER you've ever known .
yes, i am .

christmas eve

sepi mengajarkan kesabaran kemudian ketabahan dan menghasilkan kedewasaan .
sakit memberikan luka kemudian sesak dan menghasilkan sebuah penyesalan .
tapi kasih menunjukkan bagaimana penerimaan
kemudian keikhlasan dan menghasilkan keberanian untuk memaafkan .

happy christmas eve !
d i t t h

I LOVE ...

•  I love being christian
•  I love swimming
•  I love strawberry
•  I love fresh air in the morning
•  I love being loved
•  I love the smell of wet grass
•  I love rain, because nobody could see me cry under the rain falls
•  I love the feeling that i'm so important for someone
•  I love green
•  I love ice cream
•  I love chocolate
•  I love panda bear
•  I love a cute little puppy
•  I love collecting bandages
•  I love smile, laugh, sing
•  I love painting
•  I Love christmas
•  I love coffee
•  I love milk
•  I love sleep
•  I love cooking
•  I love playing with my friends
•  I love being Birthday girl
•  I love reading
•  I love keep dreaming
•  I love december
•  I love watching
•  I love the boy who called by 'ALDI' :)
•  I love 29

fall's meaning

if you're going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you're falling in love with.

you're falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession
with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You're falling in love with my immaturity , my constant need to
feel loved and appreciated.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes
and also dreams ,and how I am hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me ,you fall in love with my self-hate
and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever
love me .

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes and my heart
will smile when i'm with you , the way i'll text you in the mornings
just telling you that i hope you have a great day, the way i call you at
the middle of night just telling you the stories which make you have a tight sleep.

you're falling in love with the way i blush when people ask me
about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me. The
right girl who will always try to make you feel comfortable to stay , despite my thinking that
it is impossible :)